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Building a body of work

Long time readers of this site will know that I watch A LOT of music videos. Many more, in fact, than I post here. And no one can say that I don’t post a wide variety of videos. I love the music video as a venue for a band to promote themselves. Yeah, it just one step away from a commercial, but music videos are an excellent playground for people to experiment with imagery and animation and whatever. There is tremendous skill in being able to tell a story in 3 and a half minutes without the benefit of any dialog at all. Conversely, there’s tremendous training to be had in learning to tell a story in 3 and a half minutes sans dialog. No telling now! You must SHOW.

Well, I’ve been thinking about making a bunch of music videos for songs I like (so I don’t get annoyed listening to them a gazillion times in a row) for a while now as an exercise in editorial, vfx, writing, shooting, directing, color correction—you name it. The idea was born when I found out that the 5D Mk II I had pre-ordered supported video, and full 1080 to boot. Pretty exciting. And since I already own a fleet of lenses, I’m almost all the way there in terms of production equipment. All I’d really need is a tripod. But that expense can wait for now.

And since I’m already a proficient video editor, a decent photographer, a music buff, semi-skilled in After Effects, a decent colorist, and in dire need of some reel material, why not throw together a bunch of inexpensive (i.e., FREE) videos for random songs and use those to promote myself? I am FULLY confident in my ability to use the tools at hand to produce not only professional quality, but beautiful work. I have a sweet new computer, time on my hands, and the inclination to do so, so why not, right?

Right. Why not.

Consider this my statement of intent. Over the coming months I will be sharing with my fine readers the progress of these currently nebulous videos. I’m thinking of making at least three with no sort of deadline or guidelines beyond that they are awesome. I’m thinking of doing one metal song and one electro song at least to vary my visual palette a little. I don’t really know what songs I want to do yet, but I’ve got a hazy mental shortlist. The one constant on the shortlist is Genghis Tron. I don’t know why. Probably because they’re fucking awesome.

Thoughts? Suggestions? Want to help? Think I’m amazing? Leave a comment!

So… I did it.

Hi everybody! I’m back from the great wild northlands of Minnesota where and tremendous time was had by all. But that is not what this post is about. I have photos and thoughts and anecdotes forthcoming. Now, I am here to let my readership know that I took the previously considered plunge into the deepest pools of computational mystery. I placed the order just before leaving for my trip and everything arrived safely and soundly at Juli’s work the week I was gone. On Monday, I called Herr Jesse Allen up to borrow him (and his car) to help me move the boxes home. It would have been a total shit show otherwise.

The breakdown of the system purchased is as follows, with notes describing any alterations to my plan:

  • Mac Pro Quad-Core 2.93 gHz refurbished — I went for one higher on the processor scale than my original 2.66 gHz plan since a) Apple didn’t have a refurbished 2.66 in stock when I went to purchase, and b) the refurbished 2.93 was only 50 dollars more than a NEW 2.66. Done and done.
  • HP LP2475w — This is what I had planned to buy and I couldn’t be happier. An excellent monitor. I will definitely be adding another at some point. And, regardless of sketchy reviews online regarding its color accuracy, with tweaking and my hardware calibrator I was able to reach my ideal 6500K / gamma 2.2 / 120cd/m^2. That’s good.
  • 12GB RAM
  • EVGA GTX 285 – Awesome
  • Edirol MA-15DBK powered monitors

A savvy reader will notice to omissions from this list. The first is the new Final Cut Studio. I decided at this time to hold off at least until Apple releases a round of bug fixes for the brand new software. I do have Final Cut Studio 2 already. The new features are seriously tempting, but tacking an extra grand onto an already serious expenditure was unnecessary. Perhaps when I get toward the end of The Frontiersman’s Wife I will take the plunge since I am particularly excited about the changes regarding the integration of Final Cut and Color.

The second is that I went with the much less expensive Edirol MA-15Ds instead of the Focusrite Pro DSP 24 and a pair or KRK RP5g2s. This was a financial decision also. Initially I didn’t buy any speakers at all, but after using the system for a few days with just headphones, I recognized that this was no way to go about working. I went to B&H today (tied with Adorama for best place in the world) and picked up a pair and an optical cable so I could enjoy direct digital output from my computer. I am not displeased. After getting them about 1 and 1/4 inches off the desk (thanks 2 identical copies of Crime & Punishment!), they sound fantastic—much better than the 179.00 price tag would lead you to believe. There’s something really nice about good stereo separation that makes my ears feel nice. Also, these things will get much louder than I would ever need them too. If zero volume is at 7 o’clock, I currently have them at 8 o’clock with iTunes at 75% and I think it’s a pretty comfortable listening level.

Really, this has been such a tremendously positive new computer experience I’m almost afraid. The only hiccup I experienced was using Migration assistant to move my old data from the laptop to the MacPro. It seemed to transfer fine, but my system was just totally fucked afterwards, so I wiped it clean and started over. One bonus was that I had expected to have problems with the EVGA card since it’s not the card that ships in the tower. EVGA’s tech support had confirmed my fear that if I needed to reinstall the system from scratch that I would need to reinstall the original GT120, install the system, install the EVGA drivers, and then reinstall the GTX285. But, when I tried to install the drivers for the first time, I noticed that it told me that the system was already compatible which I thought was weird, but just went with. And when I wiped the hard drive clean, I was able to install 10.6 without replacing the GTX285. It just worked fine right away. Awesome! I guess I should tell EVGA about that.

Anyway, that’s it for now. More thoughts later as I continue hacking away on this thing. Now it is time for tacos and dailies syncing.

The Finger Lakes 8/27/2009

Last week, as I mentioned previously here on The Black Laser, Juli and I took a much needed vacation up to the Finger Lakes which are in the western part of New York State. We stayed at a fantastic bed and breakfast called The Fox & The Grapes in Lodi, NY, which, as it turns out, is right smack in the middle of New York’s wine country. Who knew? And being relatively close to Ithaca, there were the expected, yet utterly exceptional, gorges to experience. It was a lovely trip, one I wouldn’t hesitate to recommend to a couple wanting to get the hell out of the city for a few days. Check out The Fox & The Grapes. We were easily the youngest people staying there by two generations, but don’t let that deter you. The owner, Jim, is fantastic and will give you a discount if you stay for more than three nights. Go! Now!

Anyway, while up there we hiked around a couple of state parks, Taughannock and Watkins Glen Gorge, went to a weird military museum in another, played tennis with rain threatening, kayaked, ate buffalo wings so hot that I had an endorphin reaction and got high, and then liberally sprinkled wine tasting throughout. Since only two of those outings were picture friendly and dry, my photos are quite hike-centric. Here are a few of my favorites. Thoughts on the photos afterward.

Here’s the whole gallery—Finger Lakes, NY Gallery 8/27/2009

Yeah yeah, so photos of waterfalls are cliché. Whatever. Fuck you. I like them. I think they’re nice. What’s wrong with nice? Nothing. I’ve come to grips with the fact that I am not, nor shall I ever be, one of those totally edgy photographers that makes even the most mundane things look super intense. I just don’t see the world that way. I appreciate that type of photography and sometimes think, “Man, I’m going to try and shoot some, like, really edgy, intense photos or something,” and then they just end up coming out pretty. Even when I want to shoot that way, I can’t help but just making things look nice. Oh well. Fuck it.

On the topic of the way I see, I was playing with shooting things on this trip to match my eye sight. I’ve noticed that I see at about 73mm equivalent—probably why I like the 85mm prime so much, it’s close to the way I see normally—by opening both eyes while zooming until what I see matches. Of course, not everything in this set was shot at 73mm, but it was something I was cognizant of as I composed my shots. It was an interesting exercise to crop such a limited rectangle out of my normal field of vision. For example, the first shot of the four above was one of the 73mm-same-as-Joe’s-eyeball photos. Feel free to dig through the gallery on Flickr to see if you can find more 73mm photos.

New computer time?

As long time readers will know, earlier this year I applied to graduate school at Hunter College for their MFA in Creative Writing program. I wrote what I thought was a petty solid piece of fiction, but, unfortunately, I didn’t make the cut. They only take 6 students a year and neither Juli nor I were accepted or even waitlisted. Bummer. Anyway, throughout the writing and application process, I told myself that if I didn’t get in, then I would invest in a new desktop computer for more heavy duty processing needs. In March, just after finding out I wasn’t accepted, Apple introduced the new Nehalem-based Mac Pros. Pretty awesome, and definitely something to look into once the smoke of the new release had settled a little bit and RAM prices leveled out a bit.

But, then I lost my job at the beginning of June. Oops! Not that it was my fault, of course, but the income hit was significant even earning my relatively ungenerous $430 from the government, which is really my money so I’m not really earning, sort of just “taking back”. That dashed my computer plans a little as I took the summer off from life and everything, if you didn’t notice from the sparsity of posting here on The Black Laser for the last few months.

As summer fades and autumn forces itself back into our lives, the lazy dullness of summer-brain is leaving me and that means it’s time to get back to work. I’ve got more pictures to take and a fuckload of stories to write and, even better, a short film to cut. As much as I love the laptop I’ve been using since January 2007, it’s starting to choke a little on modern life’s higher data throughput requirements, particularly the raw files from the 5D Mk II and more than one stream of high def video in Final Cut. I also feel limited by the fairly small amount of screen real estate. Add to that some strangeness that has been happening since it accidentally fell out of the back of John’s car in February, and it feels like time to upgrade.

While window shopping at Apple.com a week ago, I noticed that they had a fresh batch of refurbished Mac Pros in stock. The one I want is the bottom of the line quad-core Mac Pro which normally goes for 2499, but refurbished is 2149, a 350 dollar savings. Not bad seeing as that 350 dollars goes most of the way toward the 490 dollars I need to outfit the system with 12gb of RAM. IT IS NOT EXCESSIVE. What makes all of this so damned tempting is that Apple is offering 12 months same-as-cash financing (read: no interest as long as I pay on time). It breaks down, overall, to a much more manageable amount of money to pay over the next year. I want to build a machine that will serve me well for the next 4 to 5 years. This is how my intended system breaks down.

  • Mac Pro 2,499.00 (2149.00 if they have one refurbished)
    • One 2.66GHz Quad-Core Intel Xeon
    • 3GB (3x1GB)
    • 640GB 7200-rpm Serial ATA 3Gb/s
    • NVIDIA GeForce GT 120 512MB
    • One 18x SuperDrive
  • EVGA GeForce GTX 285 449.95 – because the more graphics muscle the better with FCP, After Effects, Photoshop, whatever.
  • Final Cut Studio 3 999.00 – now I am using a quasi-legal version of Final Cut and that kind of sucks. I ought to properly own a real copy.
  • 12 GB RAM (3x 4 GB DIMMS) 489.99 – you can never have too much RAM

That satisfies most of my needs for the time being. Additional hard drives can be added as they are required. Besides Final Cut, I don’t need any other software either. In the future I might upgrade to the newest version of Logic, but I have a perfectly good, legal version already which gives me no real reason to rush out and upgrade.

Two issues remain, however: monitor(s) and audio.

For the monitor I’m thinking the HP2475w 24″ 16:10 display, which goes for about 550 dollars and has overwhelmingly positive reviews around the web. The other option is the Samsung 275T+ 27″ 16:10 display, which goes for about 1100 dollars. Though it is 3″ longer in the diagonal than the HP, the pixel resolution is identical, and—something that just occurred to me as I writing this—I could pick up two of the HPs for the same price as one of the Samsungs. The choice is obvious. I am excited to have more real estate for my photos. There is no need, of course, to buy BOTH HPs right now. I can always add a second later when I’m feeling less poor from the investment.

Audio is a less clear choice. I could go for a decent set of computer speakers like the Edirol MA-15Ds which can connect directly to the optical out on the back of the Mac Pro, requiring no other additional audio interface. At 150 dollars for the pair, they are also economical. Alternatively, I could purchase a Firewire audio interface and a pair of capable, though not too expensive, monitors. The current forerunner is the Focusrite Pro 24 DSP, 399, and a pair of KRK RP5g2s, 149.50 each, or a pair of Mackie MR5s, 149.99 each. To save money and because I really only NEED a way to get audio in and out of the computer—the on board DSP features of the Focusrite are nice but overkill—I might go with the Edirol FA-66, which is only 279. And if I’m going to save 120 bucks on the interface, why not shovel that savings into a pair of the more robust KRK RP6g2s, at 199.50 each?

The subtotal of things I definitely need is 4987.94, or 4637.94 if the computer is refurbished. Add the cheapest audio interface and speakers on there and the total with a new computer is 5565.94 (refurbished 5215.94). Now, I can finance 3947.95 of that over 12 months, which is a very manageable $329/month (refurbished 3597.95, and $299.83/month). The rest—a single monitor, audio interface, and speakers—come to 1617.99, a lot of money, but not a ridiculous amount for what I’m getting. Fortunately, I have all this money in the bank, but paying all of it out at once would basically empty out my savings, hence the financing.

Since I was approved yesterday for the card to finance with, I have 29 days left to make my decision. I am going to wait and see if more of the 2.66 quad-core Mac Pros come back into the refurbished line up before I pull the trigger since this is a lot of money we are talking about and every little bit I can save matters. Even better is that most of the accessories can move between computers should I need to replace it before 4 years. It’s just a large lay out at once because I’ve been using a laptop exclusively for 8 years or so and don’t already own many of the necessities.

Anyway, I’m thinking about it. Do any of you, my faithful readers, have any suggestions?

On singing in metal 5 – Attack Attack’s “Stick Stickly”

This has to be the most insipid, idiotic bullshit I’ve had the misfortune to endure since Avenged Sevenfold’s first record. If you cannot sing, DON’T THEN GO AND AUTOTUNE THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR PLAYGROUND POETRY WHINING TO MAKE IT SOUND “COOL”. I don’t want you to watch this. Really. You should, because you won’t understand what I’m talking about without doing so, but I sincerely apologize for forcing you to rot your ears with this trash. It’s cruel of me to subject you to this garbage.

And the bullshit Euro dance breakdown? It’s not even good dance music. It’s just more trash. These fucking idiots have gone and combined all these different styles—metal, hardcore, electro, crunk—into something that is far less than its parts. Instead of using those styles to make something fresh or smart or informed, they slapped everything together, not doing any of the bits particularly well. Just terrible.

The only good part of this is how funny the chubby lead singer looks as he bounces up and down like a fucking bobblehead on a dashboard.

03 – Philip is Hung Over

The alarm clock blared from across the room and Philip got up without opening his eyes, turned the goddamned thing off and collapsed back onto the bed.  Then he realized he was still drunk.  It was one of those pleasant post-drinking mornings where he didn’t wake up directly into a hang over, but rather that blissful middle ground where the tiredness of a late night out carousing with friends and not-friends was gone, yet the bleary minded bravado and casual sense of indestructibility remained, a calm, warm glow cast on the morning.  

Bloodbath’s “Hades Rising”

A few months ago I did a little mini-review of Bloodbath’s The Fathomless Mastery. I expressed a bit of reservation about the quality of the record, but, as time passes and I’ve had the chance to give it repeated listenings, it’s fucking awesome. The album is now breaking any new ground, but that’s not the point at all. Bloodbath have created a massive, heavy as fuck, brutal death metal record of the old school style that I find so heartwarming. Totally awesome. Check it out.

This is a video for their first single (do death metal bands have singles?) called “Hades Rising”. It’s rad. Watch it.

My friend JJ

Many readers of this site know or have met JJ. He has been yutzing around South America for about six months now, stopping occasionally to send me delightful missives about his travels and adventures and women. He is incredible. A burgeoning legend in his own mind. The perfect guy to get into trouble with. Never too stressed out. Always down for a good time. I’m pretty sure that everyone has a JJ in their life. If you don’t, see about getting yourself one. You’ll be better for it.

A few days ago, JJ sent me a Word document that effectively sums up who he is. It’s written exactly like he speaks. Here it is, unedited, unabated.

Just like children hidin’ in a closet
Can’t tell what’s goin’ on outside
Sometimes we’re so far off the beaten track
We’ll get taken for a ride
GNR Estranged

So let me tell you about the best fucking day of my life. I was walking completly shitskied in Buenos Aires just wasting a little time. As i head out of the apartment in Villia Crespo i look to my left and see a lady in a tank top holding a 3 foot long steel pipe like a baseball bat. Then i take two steps forward and skinny scrapy looking cat with a jacket rapped around his left arm and a butchers knife in his right. I stood there about 30 feet away and thought,

But there ain’t no peace to found
But if someone really cared
Well they’d take the time to spare
A moment to try and understand
Another one’s despair
Remember in this game we call life
That no one said it’s fair
GNR Breakdown

“What we’ve got here is failure to communicate.
Some men you just can’t reach…
So, you get what we had here last week,
which is the way he wants it!
Well, he gets it!
N’ I don’t like it any more than you men.”
GNR Civil War

I mean fuck you dont see this shit every day. The ladies hair was a complete mess and she was yelling at the top of her lungs. She kept lunging forward but then stepping back, and he would do the same. Next thing i know she takes a swing at him. Let me tell you something she has swung this pipe before because if she would have made contact with a baseball it would have been a home fucking run. Anyways the guy jumps back and she takes two quick steps backwards. The guy then scrapes his knife against the ground, it was fucking the craziest shit. Then the two guys come running out from a side street, one goes behind the lady to her right and the other to the left. I mean this shit was getting crazy and there was no fucking way i was going to do shit about it.

Look at your young men fighting
Look at your women crying
Look at your young men dying
The way they’ve always done before

Look at the hate we’re breeding
Look at the fear we’re feeding
Look at the lives we’re leading
The way we’ve always done before

So i dont know what the fuck to do but watch and be ready to run if the shit really hits the fan. My girl friend grabs me and says “Lets get out of here, JJ. Now!” So i take off down the street going the opposite thinking “holy shit”.

I don’t need one more war
Whats so civil ’bout war anyway
GNR Civil War

So we get two blocks away and raceing down the street are the Policia. They were flying and rounded the corner at mock speeds, and you could hear the tires screaming. Once i saw the police car i could help but think of the begining of Guns n Roses – Breakdown where Axl is whistleing.

I mean think about it, “Welcome to the Jungle”, what other band would run through your mind.

So fuck it i am blown away at the chaos and slowly start to realize that i drank a little too much booze the night before. But fuck it right i dug my own grave and shouldnt bitch. I start walking through this flea bag market at Parque Centenario just looking at all the grabage. Well actually i was looking for a new shirt because all of my shirts are ripped. Anyways i get to this one booth and start looking through stuff that was obviously found in a trash can. Then out of now where i here music in my head,

Loaded like a freight train
Flyin’ like an aeroplane
Feelin’ like a space brain
One more time tonight
GNR Nightrain

Then i look at this leather jacket and i found the most amazing gem in a biggest pile of shit. I mean you would never believe how fucking amazing this jacket is. This jacket is aged to perfection, someone treated this jacket well. You can tell they went to see GNR live in Buenos Aires July 17, 1993. On the back is the GNR logo with the two guns wraped with roses. So i try this prized piece on and the thing is too fucking small.

He said turn me around
And take me back to the start
I must be losing my mind
“Are you blind?!”
I’ve seen it all a mllion times

I want to go
I want to know
Oh, won’t you please take me home

I want to see
Oh, look at me
Oh, won’t you please take me home
GNR Paradise City

We go to grab a bite to eat and the thought of this jacket was killing me. I get the menu and open and say “I am getting the fucking GNR jacket”. That was it ate some food ran back to the booth. When i walked up it wasnt there, but the lady put it away because she knew that i would be back. So i dished over the money and fucking embraced this coat with so much love. I put the coat on and from moment on i knew noone was going to fuck with me.

Well I’m a west coast struttin’
One bad mother
Got a rattlesnake suitcase
Under my arm
Said I’m a mean machine
Been drinkin’ gasoline
And honey you can make my motor hum
Well I got one chance left
In a nine live cat
I got a dog eat dog sly smile
I got a Molotov cocktail with a match to go
I smoke my cigarette with style
An I can tell you honey
You can make my money tonight
GNR Nightrain

Sorry i am getting side tracked here while listening to GNR while rocking my new jacket. So i am walking home like my typical badass self and with a ¼ of Frutilla de Crema Helado and i pass these young babes. They were checking me out from head to tow. I mean they couldnt hold themselves back . I mean who could resist a man with ice cream and a G N fuckin R leather jacket. My confidence has just sky rocketed with how these babes where checking me out. I keep strutin my stuff and….

Take me down to the paradise city
Where the grass is green
And the girls are pretty
Take me home (Oh, won’t you please take me home)
GNR Paradise City

JJ Zambrano 24/5/2009
I have to thank the original line up of GNR for inspiring my life in so many ways.

Luckily for you, intrepid reader, JJ was thoughtful enough to send me a photograph of the jacket.
jj-gnr-1kwide

Wonderful.